Her sin

This is my OC Annalynel. She is elfish-copy of my another OC - Anna Bronze. But girls live different lives in different worlds, so they are not so same. I imagined Annalynel first time when I was 16 (almost 5 years ago) but never drew her fullcolored before. In the beginning she was my heroine in Lineage 2 MMORPG. But when I started my book "Soulmirror" she acquired her own story. So now I think L2 game was just some sorf of an inspiration I needed. But to create this picture I was inspired by a song. [link] here it is. The song called Cut.

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut

I would not spoil this part of a story (maybe someday I will draw it or maybe I'll just translate the story into English to post here... I dunno...) But few last words I need to say about the picture. This 16 years old girl feels extremely bad. And not just because of killing somebody in the middle of a battle. When she killed - she lost her dream. And without that dream she lost part of her soul. Forever.

Brushes: [link] [link]