Kai Ref Updated

This is an updated reference of my fursona Kai.

Made in Macromedai Flash 8




Full Personality Description:

Calm, quiet, can be emo sometimes. Has intense mood swings and can have a short temper, but most of the time appears gloomy and depressed. She's constantly thinking about one thing or another, and spends her time writing or scribbling in her sketchbook. She loves animals, but hates bright light, heat, and loud noises. She likes quiet, closed spaces, and has slight social anxiety. She has trouble eating in front of people other than her few close friends, and rarely talks to anyone unless spoken to. Overall, she's a pretty mysterious and independent girl who can take care of herself, yet deep down is very lonely (though she refuses to admit it). She can be found sitting beneath a tree at the park, listening to her iPod while drawing or writing. She is very kindhearted and loving, and is very good at keeping secrets and helping others with relationship problems or just questions about life in general. She is a shoulder to cry on to many people, and is very supportive and loving while at the same time quiet and unjudging. She takes comfort in just relaxing all day and hates strenuous activity unless it directly helps somebody else. She hates math, despite the fact that she's a math genius. She also hates history, and believes that we should all put the past behind us and just forget about all the wars and conflict. From her point of view, history is all about religion and war, which are both things she hates. As you might guess, she doesn't believe in God, or any god for that matter. She believes in the soil beneath her feet and the living, breathing world around her. She believes in equality and individuality...expressing yourself and showing your opinions in every aspect of life. She doesn't take a great liking to Science either. She believes all the concepts, but most of it is just common sense to her. She's rather discover the world and learn on her own rather than just having the answers presented to her. All her ligfe, she has worked hard for what she wants, and has done everything she's told by everyone, unless she believes the action is unsafe or unnecessary, in which she will stand up for herself or whoever is involved. She has done so much for others and rarely ever requests anything in return. She's very generous and selfless, which can also lead to her being taken advantage of, which often happened in her childhood. But, she has taught herself to stand up and bite back when teased or shoved around. She will stand up for what she believes in and will never back down. In this way she is both dominant and submissive, sensitive and stubborn...but no matter what, in the end she will forgive you for whatever you've done to hurt her. Her only desire is to make everyone happy and for everyone to get along. She will sacrifice anything to bring that wish into reality, no matter the cost. She is very affected by others' emotions and feelings, and feels them as if they were her own. She feels this the strongest when death is involved. Even if she didn't even know the person, and didn't have any friends who knew him/her either, she will cry for days on end. After seeming to recover, just the slight spark of the memory that might flicker at the back of her head could trigger another flood. Out of all her fears, death is definitely the largest. She does not fear death in itself, but instead fears the effect it will have on others. She fears leaving her friends and family behind. She fears not knowing what will happen after she leaves. She fear being unable to save those she loves. She wants to see everything that ever happens, and be able to be there to help when things go wrong...




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