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I didn't squeal the tires, nor did I ask Eric too. I didn't even realize you were walking there. We were going into town to visit our new apartment and meet our new landlord. Eric was trying something new, so what's the problem with that? He always does that and you all know it. Sorry if it pissed you off, but it was an accident. So, again, sorry.
As for everything else: I'm a two-faced dictator, liar, boy-friend stealing cheater? I can recall other people we know who have cheated, and CC, you are one of those people. We both had internet BFs we cheated on, so really? Why put me down because of it too? I'm sorry I'm not perfect. Humans aren't perfect. I'm sorry I like hanging out with Chris without Stef. I'm sorry if you think that I am those things, and I know I fucked up, but everyone fucks up at least once. Some of us fuck up more than once... Stef, you and your parents where like my family. And you know that very well. You know that my family was never really a family for me. So I'm sorry I felt like you were my sister, since it seemed to upset you so much. And CC, when I talked to Chris, I told him what I thought you were telling me. Eric agreed that he got the same feeling from what you told us. Sorry for misunderstanding that. If you love John, then have fun with that. He and I will never see eye-to-eye. He's just not the kind of person I can be around, I guess. I'm not saying you have to choose between him or our friendship, no offense to him either, but I can't be around him, kinda like Jay can't either... As for lazy, I worked my ass off. In the end I didn't because I didn't think it was worth it anymore, to Stef and CC. And, honestly, I didn't see John or Eric do much either. And Eric admits it too.
So, I'm signing off. I have other friends if you don't want to be mine anymore. I'd still like to be friends, but it seems like I'm the only one who is trying to fix this. I'm not going to make myself stressed out and angry anymore. So, I'm sorry for the last time, since I probably won't see you guys to ever say sorry in person.
Goodbye for as long as it takes...

~Paiva, Scarclaw, Colonel, Ry, Moriah


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If you don't want to think that my apology is sincere that's up to you.  You can talk all the shit you want. I really don't care anymore. Whatever happens now, if you take my apology or not, will just show me if you are mature enough to handle an adult situation. I'm not stressing out over this. I can be happy without this BS to hold me down. I'm not asking anyone to come "crawling back to me" like some of you seem to think. I'm apologizing because I can put my pride aside, even if you can't. I've already talked it out with Muddy, and I'm happy we can both work together to keep our friendship. I don't regret anything I've said, because at that point in time it was important to me that it was said. So, the best wishes to you all. I'm going to let loose and have my fun. :)  Also, Stef, I would like my wolf antenna topper and my snow shovel back please.
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And Stef, in response to almost taking Jill: that is because when I lived with you you didn't feed her enough. She was always in my room eating my cat's food. I'm sorry I was worried she wasn't going to be fed. Chris also agreed with me that you were feeding her too little. I was just thinking of what might be best for her.