Life's Bonfire

When the time comes
And God calls my name
I will make a stake
Of all my mistakes
All dreams and hopes
Desires and friend
Of all I loved
And the ones who left

On the bottom I will put
Tree climbing, first bike
Always alone at home
That didn't feel right

I don't blame you Mummy
You were so young
I don't blame you Daddy
That you worked all the time

Then will go the pain
That ruined my life
And my childhood was gone
And I wanted to die

Next it's time for the people
Who hurt me or left
So called boyfriends
And forgetful friends

And these few moments
So intimate
I wouldn't dare to tell now
What I did with them

On the top of that pile
I will throw my love
Never fulfilled
Never forgot

And the God will judge me
On all that I did
All I've left after
The proof that I lived