A/N: Konnichiwa, minna! This was written for Veteran's Day but I wound up having to put it on the back burner for a little while because I was so heavily focused on The Demon King with Silva. We're almost done with that one, by the way. Fu fu fu. So, a little word of warning, there are some dark themes in this. Mention of PTSD, and it is HEAVILY D/s! Heh...if you guys didn't realize that from the title. Anyway, enjoy! Ja ne!

Description: Joining the military scratched his itch for a while, but he hadn't figured out how he'd cope if he suddenly wasn't part of it anymore. Just how was he supposed to know what to do with himself with no one to tell him so? Renji and the others have a plan, but will it work?

Warnings: AU, Yaoi, BDSM, D/s, PTSD.

Disclaimer: Bleach is, of course, (c) Kubo Tite because if we owned it there would be more Yaoi, less dying, and other characters would be the focus of the story.

Chapter 1: ~Here!~
Chapter 2: [link]
Chapter 3: [link]
Chapter 4: Part 1: [link]
Chapter 4: Part 2: [link]

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Finally uploading this one here. It's gotten such an epic response over on FF.net that I thought I'd share it with you lovely people. ^_^

Thanks to everyone over there, and enjoy! Ja ne!