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Ok, it's been more than an year since the last time I wrote something to my journal. I figured it's finally time to do it. Especially considering the fact we changed the big numbers a few days ago. Happy New Year, everyone! SURPRISE! - the world didn't end, lol.
Anyway, I didn't write but not because there was nothing to write about, I just never felt like it. Many things happened to me in 2012, perhaps too many, too many of them were bad. I can responsibly say this was the darkest period of my life. So far.
But enough about the crappy stuff. It's time for a summary, i.e. what I'll remember about 2012. What's more memorable than the live music events? Srsly, that's the way I measure time. Here's the full history of the year:
06.03. - TONY MACALPINE, Agent Cooper
LOUD FESTIVAL 2012:
02.06. - W.A.S.P., SYMPHONY X, BEHEMOTH, Lacuna Coil, TRISTANIA
03.06. - SLAYER, ANNIHILATOR, SOULFLY, MESHUGGAH, Asphyx
SOFIA ROCKS FESTIVAL 2012:
07.07. - TRIVIUM, Clawfinger, Heaven Shall Burn, Scar Symmetry, Sweet Savage
01.10. - MOONSPELL
19.11. - KREATOR, MORBID ANGEL, Nile, Fueled By Fire
To my greatest regret (and shame), I have to admit I missed a few other shows which I really would have liked to see. I missed Primal Fear, I missed Steve Vai, Exodus, the Kaliakra festival and more. I hate it when it happens like this. But sometimes simply the circumstances (and viruses) are against you.
BUT!!!
I got myself a new guitar. This happens to be the news of the year for me.
Beautiful, isn't she
Made a few other pics, but I still can't get to process them all and upload them.I suppose that's most of it, the rest I really don't feel like talking about. This year changed me, probably more than any other until now. I did things I shouldn't have done. I did things I never imagined I would do. I'm happy about some, sorry about others, absolutely apathetic about some, too. I don't regret anything cuz it's not worth it. But most of all, I grew tired of hiding, of wearing masks, of playing roles which don't suit me. I am what I am, so people will have to deal with it. Eventually.
What I am happy about is the art I managed to make in these last 12 months. I can say I learned a lot, although most of the progress is probably not very evident. Hopefully I will carry on with that.
Now, since I've got premium now, I would like to give some features of artists I like. They are talented, but underrated, they deserve much more little yellow stars and pageviews than they get, so I'll do what I can to help them in that direction.
Feast your eyes.
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That's all from me for now (and presumably for a long period). Be well, open your mind and cut all the crap that's dragging you down. And keep it FUCKING METAL !!!
Unhappy New Year
It's January 1 2021, and you are not going to hear a "Happy New Year" from me today. Instead, I will take the time to tell you why. As it so happens yet again, there are multiple reasons, each more disturbing than the other. Consider that last as a warning and a disclaimer before you read on. The world has been changed and since I no longer can stand the violent propaganda conventional news, I sometimes brush upon the things said by various people in my relatives' limited social media circles - you know, just to keep track of things a bit and to observe the thought lines of what I consider to be my enemy: the hooman society. Know the enemy, as they say, and I find it important to measure and gauge the mindsets and attitudes of said society, and in particular the certain kinds of insanity that run more and more rampant these days. That's partially a lie of course, I actually search for the voice of reason.... albeit seldom it is to be heard these days. And so the following
The Cancer upon Earth
WARNING. This will be hard. I won't spare what I think. Every once in a while I have to argue with someone about the fact that what humanity is doing to the rest of the world is absolutely atrocious. Even people who generally agree and dislike what humanity is doing, often find that I am too radical in my views and feel the need to argue in various ways in defence of their species - which is perfectly natural, I understand. I understand the natural need to defend yourself and your point of view. I understand the natural aversion to see oneself and as monster, as the villain, as the calamity that brings destruction. But while you're doing so, what you forget is to look from the point of view of the other Living Beings on Earth. Over the years I've grown the ability to do so. To look at this world through their eyes - not through the human. The world that is equally also theirs, yet they are never given the chance to decide its fate anymore. Through those sorrowful, painful eyes, what
Crime against Nature
In regards to what I mentioned the other day.... I want to share, as much as I feel absolutely disgusted with what happened and with writing it.... However.... take this seriously: WARNING: This is going to be ugly. DO NOT READ ON if you are sensitive for Nature and Life, or the environment, or get easily overwhelmed by the human crimes against Nature. I'm not joking, do not ignore that warning, do not read on if you take such things too heavily. I know I did and I regretted for a while that I even know. I live in Bulgaria near a small town next to the capital. The district mayor for a second mandate now is a fairly young man, an engineer from one of the patriot parties, who got to the post thanks to the support of people for raising his nomination for the elections. My family supported him too, because he sounded reasonable and well-meant. I withdraw any and all support for him years ago already because he seems to believe that trees can only get in the way - along streets and
To our Members
Greetings everyone! I would like to make a little announcement and address some points that have come up so far in discussions here in the Group.
News & Future Plans
Within the past couple of weeks we have been recruiting people into the Group. It goes a bit slow at times, since we discovered there's a limit to the number of pending invitations at any given time. I plan to go promoting the Group more actively once the vacation season (August) is over, since a lot of people are actually away now and there's a measurable decrease in traffic on DA altogether, which is normal and happens every year. So we are hoping the group can grow more r
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I az blagodarq, che pak se poqvqvam v tvoq jurnal. Inache trqbva da razkajesh za tozi proekt. Az dnes misleh da hodq da sadq durveta, no izniknaha tuk iz nas razni neshta i do sega remontirah po ogradata neshto. Drugata sedmica...