Overview

Sitting on our roof looking out over Utrecht and realizing this is not my city. Dreaming of bigger things and how school feels like no one is in the place they want to be, which is a very uninspiring energy. I cannot fathom why I don't work harder to get where I want to be. Am I afraid? Am I too comfortable? Indecisive? Or just lazy? I'm not sure. I had a ten-hour school day today, and 11 hours yesterday. We have to finish our magazine for tomorrow. I really don't mind the work, I kinda love it, despite the long hours. Two more weeks of this chaos and craziness and it's summer. Time flies by so fast and it startles me. Even though it happens constantly.
I wonder if people ever know what they want in their life. I wonder if other people feel like they've got it together...

(Late night thoughts of a tired mind)