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It ends again.
I walk away or am forced to run.
Sometimes I am shown the door
…or thrown out of a window…
if I’m lucky enough to merit some brief excitement.
Usually I’m not.
Me -
nameless, faceless one,
forgotten as soon as I make my exit,
always on the heels of some unbidden trauma:
sudden death or drawn out disease.
Everything ends.
But I keep perishing long before I flatline:
my life a constant stream of annihilating erasures,
an ever unfinished novel
scribbled on a few sheets of dry erase pages.
I only need a few.
Long before I reach chapter two
they will manage to be left out in the rain.
I am a blank slate,
Not a word or phrase to define me.
No tattoo can I show you:
no tribal allegiance ever etched itself so deeply into my skin.
There is nothing to mark where I’ve been, to whom I have belonged,
no faith, not even a name.
I cannot tell you who I am,
Only that I am,
and someday I will cease to be.
For now I breathe, and nothing more.
We meet the same fate eventually,
but I envy the illusion of security
bestowed upon those who cross the finish line
still owning their own adjectives,
a sense of self until the final exhalation.
I never embraced impermanence,
But it embraced me.
So my life ever remains a front and back cover,
with naught but empty pages in between.
I walk away or am forced to run.
Sometimes I am shown the door
…or thrown out of a window…
if I’m lucky enough to merit some brief excitement.
Usually I’m not.
Me -
nameless, faceless one,
forgotten as soon as I make my exit,
always on the heels of some unbidden trauma:
sudden death or drawn out disease.
Everything ends.
But I keep perishing long before I flatline:
my life a constant stream of annihilating erasures,
an ever unfinished novel
scribbled on a few sheets of dry erase pages.
I only need a few.
Long before I reach chapter two
they will manage to be left out in the rain.
I am a blank slate,
Not a word or phrase to define me.
No tattoo can I show you:
no tribal allegiance ever etched itself so deeply into my skin.
There is nothing to mark where I’ve been, to whom I have belonged,
no faith, not even a name.
I cannot tell you who I am,
Only that I am,
and someday I will cease to be.
For now I breathe, and nothing more.
We meet the same fate eventually,
but I envy the illusion of security
bestowed upon those who cross the finish line
still owning their own adjectives,
a sense of self until the final exhalation.
I never embraced impermanence,
But it embraced me.
So my life ever remains a front and back cover,
with naught but empty pages in between.
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Pretty much sums up my life.
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