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Holy happy birthdays Batman!
My friends!
Thank you for all your birthday wishes! I haven’t even logged onto my
merpagigglesnort (https://www.deviantart.com/merpagigglesnort) account yet...i can’t wait to see the birthday wishes there!
If you are wondering why the two accounts have different birthdays, it’s a long silly story but the birthday on this account is my husband’s and the one on merpagigglesnort (https://www.deviantart.com/merpagigglesnort) is my real birthday which was yesterday, April 12.
Anyway, thanks!
I’m hanging in there. I’ve only painted once since November. The block is so severe that it feels painful. I’ll post that painting today. I’m pleased with it. I think I painted it near Easter,
epidural steroid injection
on thursday i am going to have my sixth epidural steroid injection. the injection helps control the pain from the problems in my back. i have spinal stenosis which is a narrowing of the spinal column which causes some if the discs to get squashed (like my technical term?) and pinch nerves.
i have problems at L4 and L5 as well as the sacroiliac joint. my pain doctor performs the procedure.
they say "procedure" but to me it seems a lot like surgery! i have to fast, stop taking NSAIDS several days before, etc. i go to the surgery center and change into a hospital gown, a icky papery shower cap sort of thing to gather up my ha
more about my damn knees
last thursday i stayed up most of the night before the because i was so anxious about my upcoming the knee injections. the middle of the night is the worst.
i woke peter up an hour before he had to take me to the doctor for the injections. i thought he should hang out with me because i was so worried. good grief! who wants to hang out with someone in that state! peter took good care of me the all through the aftermath.. he brought me everything i needed, cooked foods i love and often came down from where he was gaming, and later was sleeping, to it visit me on the couch.
for this set of injections i decided to use the newish Synvisk One. th
my state of mind this week
i heard an audioslave song, one of my favorites, on a grunge station and i choked up, got tears in my eyes. i keep wondering what chris cornell was thinking during that time between the show, alone in his hotel room, to hanging himself. what pushed him over the edge? all these years i’ve seen interviews with him and he always seemed so thoughtful and intelligent. i have depression too (i’m bipolar), so i can imagine those feelings pretty clearly. i understand being able to play a show without anyone knowing that you’re feeling like you just can’t make it anymore. (not that i’ve ever played a rock show in front o
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