I'm kinda inactive right now

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Hey guys, just thought I'd let you all know that I'm going to be inactive for a little bit, at least more inactive than I have been recently. 

Yesterday we were told that my dad was having his surgery. We knew it was coming up, however, we only got 24 hours notice. We also didn't know what time he was going to have the surgery. 

For those who don't know, dad has lung cancer, and has been home for two weeks out of the past two-three months. He is our only income provider and as such, we almost lost our house because of centerstink. 
He needed to have half of one removed entirely. Up until last week, they weren't sure his body could cope with it after multiple failed lung tests. 

On top of all this, I've been at university all semester, trying to continue my degree. There's two weeks left if the semester, and as most people would know, it's stressful. In fact, I had a test today which was freaking me out even more. 

I got the message that dad was in surgery hallway through my test. As I am the only health I've in the household currently, I'm the only one that can visit him. I was extremely upset to not be able to visit him before he went in. So we waited. 

Then, I was told he finally came out four hours later. So I went down to visit him, only too be told her was still in recovery and that he wasn't in icu yet. I couldn't wait for him to come out because my boyfriend had to go start something at 630 and it wasn't safe for me too walk Adobe in the dark. 

Right now I'm just in my way home from the city, and I'm exhausted. I got something around 3 hours of sleep last night and have just not have time to stop and rest yet. 

For those who have prizes and commissions coming from me, I'm sorry about the delay. I really wanted them all done, or at least almost finished by now. In honesty, I've done I've and haven't touched the rest. I feel bad for making you all wait this long but it is unavoidable. 

For people waiting for me to update things in groups that I help run, or for people who are waiting on pokemon trades, these will hopefully done on weekend, however, I cannot promise anything right now. 

Edit 
We've had horrible news about my dad since my last update, which impacts how much I will be online. 

He was meant to have half his lung removed, however, once they opened him up the doctors discovered that the cancer was much worse than previously predicted, and it now is inoperable. There's nothing much left they can do, except try prolong the life he has left. They can't even give us an estimate on how long we have with him. 

So my family is in shambles right now and I'm the only one that seems to be able to hold it together. 
TL;DR 
I have a bunch of stuff going on right now and won't be on as much as I usually am, even though I want to. This includes art, notes, messages, and pokemon trades. 

It sucks for me to not come on here. Deviant art is my main social media website, even if it doesn't seem it. I hope you all understand. 

P.S I've used Swype on my phone to write this whole journal, so I apologize for any random words or odd spellings. I'll proof read it once I finally get on my computer. 

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Roseheart53's avatar
I hope everything will be okay :( :hug: