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{Have a suicidal Leo}



Leo wasn't sure what he was going to do anymore. Ever since falling from heaven, he though he could handle things fine though that he could be okay. But, in the end, and especially now, he was getting proved horribly wrong. Loss andain were beginning to build in him. For the first time since before his death, he felt like he really wanted to cry. But, he knew he couldn't. He was an angel, wasn't he? Angels don't cry, not fallen ones. And in his twisted head, he didn't think that the reasons to him wanting to cry were reasonable. Yeah, he hated life at the minute; contemplated suicide. T would be hard for a mortal to kill him, very few things can. But other angels and himself - it was possible.

His learnt again the wall, resting his head back against it. His chest hurt so much. His heart ached. If there was one thing he wanted most, it was to see his family again. Especially his brother. No one knew about his newest addition to the family, his family didn't know that he knew too. Whilst in heaven, his mother gave birth to a baby girl, his sister. He only got one glimpse of her. Tears pricked his eyes, he missed them so much. He wanted to go home. Hug them one more time. Say how sorry he was. Explain. But it was too late. A soft sob escaped his throat and he covered his face with his hands. It hurt. So much. It just hurt. And he didn't want to stay here.
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Noodle-Thing's avatar
Suicide. Self-slaughter. Seppuku. Distortion. Saddness. He knew what this person was feeling... thinking? No he was no mind reader but empathy had always been something he had adorned. Sometimes it was difficult to use because of crowds of people or masses or feelings. He could feel the feelings of... well... elimination coming from this person... Maybe not so much a person. Maybe like him? He thought hard on how to approach him, make him happy? Well... he obviously wasnt going anywhere so the little one thought deeply on what made him happy. Maybe something he liked would be something the other liked too? Worth a try right? 

He turned on his heels away fromt he scene, looking around the area he was in frantically until he spotted the store. Going in and grinning happily at all the things. So many good things! He walked around grabbing what he had come for, two apples layered in thick caramel. He walked up to the counter proudly and dropped some pennies in front of the cashier. The older woman looked down at him before sighing and waving him off with the sweets. Sucker.

He made his way back to the place where the other was still crying because of his sorrows. He understood his pain... well... he didnt quite know exactly but it felt as if it was the loss of someone close... He compared it... thought about loosing his big sister and frowned hard. If she died that wouldnt be very cool... and he was immediately very sad for this... person. He didnt quite know what to call him because... well... he wasnt human. Like him. 

"Hello..." he murmured quietly, blinking up at the older boy with wide blue eyes. Hoping to get the others attention. He held out one of the caramel apples, "Will this make you happy? Dont be sad..."