For all of the times I never could

"My past has tasted bitter for years now,
So I wield an iron fist,
Grace is just weakness, or so I've been told,
I've been cold, I've been merciless.
But the blood on my hands, scares me to death,
Maybe I'm waking up,
Today."

I'll be good - Jaymes Young

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