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"Maybe...just maybe, it would have been better if we didn't meet in the first place......"

"Maybe, you would be much happier if you were with someone else, someone else of your kind.....instead of me"

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Youkai are known for their longevity, they live way longer than a normal human's lifespan. 
Which means, even if the lovers stay with each other "forever", as default, the human will perish beforehand, leaving their other half......for years after.
Kao Emoji-26 (Cry) [V2]  Realistically, the outcome can't be anything but HEART-BREAKING.  kaomoji set 2 40/67
The feeling of losing your beloved is just so PAINFUL. Especially knowing that you'll never be able to see them.Momo Kisaragi (Tears) [V7] 
With (partial)immortal being, it's even more painful because they have to bear this AGONY for ERAS.
Moreover, because they exist for so long, they tend to have more 'committed'/'deep' attachments to who they think are important to them. This just makes everything more painful....kaomoji set 2 45/67 

Makes me think of Aoi & Kaoru from 'Natsume Yuujinchou':

"Please don't leave. Stay with me"
"...Even if there will be even more tears later...?"
"That's not true...If that day comes, I'll drive it away"

You don't understand.

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Sorry it turned out so depressingWorried Dead Kaomoji
<<CHANGE OF PACE>>

Gasp. I can draw feathers now      <---- why am I the one surprised?!?
I haven't draw a single feather in such a long while..... OxO;;
and the last time I did...let's just say it didn't end well.
Welp.

However, somehow, for some reason, I managed this time LMAOOO
This happens to me sometimes: When I stop drawing for a while. When I do get the motivation to start again .: BAM :. drawing level increases.       <---- Does this happen to anyone????
Seriously, haven't been practicing or even touched the pencil. Just, I somehow acquired the ability out of thin air. Weird feeling. Bear Emoji-35 (Shocked Exclamation) [V2] 

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Digital.
Practicing wings, feathers, digital drawing skills, hair.
Decided to try colouring it in the end
Playing around with a different type of style than what I'm comfortable with: watercolour (?)
Wanted to bring out the soft atmosphere. Am I doing it right?? CURSE YOU! 

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Eternal (Line Art Version): fav.me/dbgikb4

Used "IBIS PAINT X" ANDROID APP found on Playstore: [LINK] 

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