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Svajone || Toshala

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Published: May 4, 2018

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_{[ I will not be made useless
I won't be idled with despair
I will gather myself around my faith
For light does the darkness most fear ]}
-- Hands

-----| Basic Information |-----

Name: Toshala

[to - SHA - la] - Sanskrit - "One who pleases"

"Shala"
"Tosha"

Gender: Female

Age: Youth | 2.4 yrs

Height: 86cm | 34.5"

Weight: 39kg | 87lb

Voice: Moira Kelly

_{✿ idk right now lol
✿ WIP
✿ WIP
✿ WIP
✿ WIP}

Build:
Legs for days
Well-muscled
Very fit
Lighty, plumy fur
Rounded ears
Cowlicks everywhere

Territory: Tundes

Rank: Guardian [Gamma]

Abilities
N/A

Scent: WIP
Moon Phase: Last Quarter Moon: Alder

-----| Personal Information |-----

ISFJ-A

| | Neutral | | | Positive | | | Negative |

Tranquil

This young wolf aspires to keep herself calm and clear-headed on a frequent basis in hopes to keep up her opinions impartial, her decisions
fair, and mind free of disturbance - it's easier to predict and resolve problems or danger prematurely that way. Unfortunately, her tendency
to push herself past her limit and her emotional wounds can sometimes falter this trait.

Stoic

Shala likes to appear unemotional and unaffected by the hardships in her life. This is mostly to avert the worries of her family, friends, and
packmates. This also includes bottling up her emotions to an unhealthy degree, although a stony-face and ineffectual and immovable
appearance does come a handy depending on the situation.

Workaholic

Toshala puts everything she has into keeping herself in peak condition and her skill in battle fine-tuned; in fact, she may be a
little compulsive about it. This is spurred by her desire to keep her pack, in particular those close to her, safe and guarded,
determined to not lose anyone else again. Often, she works herself to the bone, but resolves to push past it even if it does come
at a detriment to her mental health.

Wise

Toshala displays a worldly wisdom beyond her two years, usually attributed to her objective mindset and, on good days, her clear
mind. She's a great fountain for advice and often plays judge to minor disputes when it's requested of her.

Objective

As an objective thinker, Toshala tries her hardest to keep her feelings and personal opinions far from her good judgment and rational.

Adoring

When Toshala loves, she loves deeply - a bit too deeply, perhaps. Despite her calm and emotionless facade, she tends to be all
smile, touching, and affection around those she loves, and lays her guarded heart out raw. Because of this, she's easily affected
by slights or rejection, and wishes dearly to make sure these wolves know how much she cares for them.

Overprotective/Overbearing

Due to her love for, and fear of losing, those close to her, Toshala has become overbearingly protective, unaware that this tactic to
keep them near to her may end up driving them away. It tends to be worse when she's feeling particularly insecure, anxious, or
stressed, however.

Unsettled/Stressed

As calm and apathetic as she appears to be on the outside, Toshala's current mental state is, in actuality, quite fragile. Her tendency
to carry the world on her back, workaholic attitude and drive to keep everyone safe provides constant emotional stress on her mind,
as does her bad habit of withholding her emotions.

Abandonment Issues

The losses Toshala has suffered in her short life has left her emotionally-wounded with a deep-seated fear of abandonment. She's terrified
at the thought of losing another family member or friend to death, or simply just walking out of her life and leaving her alone. The majority
of her irrationality is triggered by this, and being faced with the prospect can send her into a full-blown anxiety meltdown.

Pre-group History

L I N K

Group History

N/A

-----| Relationships |-----

Family

[Parents]
_{Mowan [Father; deceased], Indira [Mother; deceased]}

[Siblings]
_{Wylla [Sister; younger], Esha [Sister; littermate; deceased]}

[Other]
_???

[Mate]
_N/A

[Offspring]
_N/A

Sexual Orienation: Heterosexual
Romantic Orientation: Het

Type:
Toshala is not in the healthiest mindset for romance at current, nevertheless, as a result of her fears and subsequent
desire to protect, Shala is currently drawn to "weakness" - that is, someone she can care for and protect. Some of her
prior preferences are still present, however.

Sexual History: Virgin

Romantic Experience: First Love; Aldin

__________________________________

Turn Ons:
_{◆ Intelligence
"A strong mind is a reasonable one."

◆ Softness
"I want to adore and protect you."

◆Considerate/Kindly
"The fact that you care makes me happier than you could know."
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[Subconsciously]
◆ Willing to be protected?
"I won't let anything happen to you, I swear it." / "I need to be needed"}
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Turn Offs:
_{◇ Domineering
"Your dominant arrogance is unbecoming, I won't submit myself to you."}_{◇ Lacking compassion
"Your heart is barren, how could I love someone like that?"

◇ Overly flirty/Cassanova-ish}_{"Why must you persist with these intentions after I've rejected them? Leave me be."
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[Subconsciously]
◇ Taller than herself?
"You seem like you could handle yourself perfectly fine without me."}

-----| Other |-----

Likes/Dislikes

Being strong/useful

Training

Her duties/working

Protecting loved ones

Human ruins

Climbing

Being prevented from doing her task
Malaysia

Worrying friends and family

          Laziness
          Taking breaks
          Winter

Trivia

► Toshala disbelieves the theory of magic, and is of the opinion that Malaysia only used the idea of it to manipulate
those like her mother.
► Conflicted over the deaths in her family, Shala wavers between both blaming herself and blaming Malaysia,
although she leans slightly more towards the latter. It was her, after all, that was the trigger to the breaking
apart and eventual loss of her loved ones; at least, that's what she believes.